tired

thanks god have been sent him in my life
millions stories about him have been stored in my heart
Thousands smile has graced my day
But I want more from him [!]
not only that , God ...

delusion about him, and dreaming about him make me tired


Now I have been tired of waiting, waiting for an empty hope to  be real
I kept waiting until everything has been made me retreated,
retreated from him life, lost from his eyes ...


At first I was not able to do that
but I always try and try
Until everything felt empty