Ternyata Dia Bukan Matahari

Assalamualaikum war. wab.
Good evening guys, now i'll write my love story again but in indonesian :)

barusan saja saya mem-posting tentang love story, dmn hati saya telah terambil oleh salah satu yang tdk saya sangka.. dan setelah saya menulis post tersebut?

kehidupan saya kembali seperti dulu.........

saya berusaha menyibukkan diri saya untuk menutup luka yang teramat mendasar ini..
anda pasti tau? hubungan saya telah BERAKHIR....

ketika saya telah mulai untuk memperjuangkan tentang cinta itu, dan tiba - tiba dia memutuskan begitu saja karena ketidak sengajaan saya...
ya saya bisa apa? saya hanya bisa menerimanya.. memperjuangkan lagi? harusnya. tapi saya tak cukup kuat untuk membalikkan nasi yang telah menjadi bubur..

seketika itu hidup saya berubah..
saya lebih diam, saya lebih berfikir sebelum mengatakan sesuatu...
dan saya juga mencoba menghilangkan apa yang sudah biasa :')

am i still suitable to be a great muslimah?

Assalamualaikum war. wab.
Good afternoon readers :))

the tempt is so cold today, cause rain never stop to fall down...
need a big hug from Allah ({})

oh my God..
i don't know what i'll say to You..
i have much sins, i can't be a great muslimah..
i've made stain... i can't resist my syahwat...
i feel that i'm useless people ....

remind me God...
i walked so far from Your way..

all my principle go away easily, it's all because of me..
my iman is too fragile ya Allah :'(

i did something which i know is haram. it made sin..
i set the law at defiance...

i don't know, he'll be my last or just a while

good morning....
long time no post.. and now i'll post about my love story.

now, my heart have taken by renaldi theodorus dani boro on october 23, 2014..
i didn't know why i could accept him,, he succeed to steal my heart..
after i was feeling numb with every man who entered my life. he brought the key to open my heart.
but he is so different. i never expect to get him...

we are met with the differentiate

i mean different religion..

i always pray to God, for giving me a good man to be my husband..
and the characteristic of my husband are not in him...

i have been undergoing almost 2 months with him..
when i want to break our relationship, he always holds out, and doesn't want to separate...
he always promises to struggle...
but i don't trust him yet... how struggle he is, how strong he is...

i believe, we won't together... because basically we r different..

i love my God, i love my religion...
i want to get sholeh husband who has same faith with me...