am i still suitable to be a great muslimah?

Assalamualaikum war. wab.
Good afternoon readers :))

the tempt is so cold today, cause rain never stop to fall down...
need a big hug from Allah ({})

oh my God..
i don't know what i'll say to You..
i have much sins, i can't be a great muslimah..
i've made stain... i can't resist my syahwat...
i feel that i'm useless people ....

remind me God...
i walked so far from Your way..

all my principle go away easily, it's all because of me..
my iman is too fragile ya Allah :'(

i did something which i know is haram. it made sin..
i set the law at defiance...

i don't know, he'll be my last or just a while

good morning....
long time no post.. and now i'll post about my love story.

now, my heart have taken by renaldi theodorus dani boro on october 23, 2014..
i didn't know why i could accept him,, he succeed to steal my heart..
after i was feeling numb with every man who entered my life. he brought the key to open my heart.
but he is so different. i never expect to get him...

we are met with the differentiate

i mean different religion..

i always pray to God, for giving me a good man to be my husband..
and the characteristic of my husband are not in him...

i have been undergoing almost 2 months with him..
when i want to break our relationship, he always holds out, and doesn't want to separate...
he always promises to struggle...
but i don't trust him yet... how struggle he is, how strong he is...

i believe, we won't together... because basically we r different..

i love my God, i love my religion...
i want to get sholeh husband who has same faith with me...

Sebuah Cerita Cinta

dingin malam telah tiba
merasuk tulang dada sosok pemuda
yang berlapis rindu bermahar setia
dalam kefanaan dunia

Dia tak salah untuk mencinta
waktu saja terlalu cepat bicara
keluh kesah menyapa dengan suka cita
tuk dapatkan arti cinta sesungguhnya

Wahai pemberi cinta.....
usaha, ikhtiar dilengkapi doa
kebahagiaan tiba di depan mata
kesedihan tak luput bersamanya

Little story

Hi readers, sorry cause i'm so lazy to post something new in my blog..

I have many activities, i'm so busy huhu...

okey, now i'm 17 y.o . i have been being adult hehe... I got driving license, (KTP), etc.. I've changed, all my life has changed.. Sometimes i'm so sad, but i must be grateful cause Allah still give me life...

and now, i miss about my story when i was child...

about 10 years ago....

everyday i played with my friend. i never study, but i always got first rank... 

I never overthinking... Everything was so happy......

I had many friend.. Every street, i had friend.. Oh God, I want to return again :((((

but impossible.. LIFE MUST GO ON!!!!!

i'm so confuse.. what will i write? 

perhaps, tonight i'll tell about condition in ramadhan or condition in palestine, or in my country, Indonesia...

Indonesia

                   Indonesia is one of the countries in Asia. Especially in Southeast. The capital city of Indonesia  is Jakarta. Indonesia has many islands but not all the islands popular like Java, Bali, Sumatera, etc. Sometimes tourist from another country assume that the name of the country is Bali, not Indonesia. It happens because Bali is very famous for them. But slowly Indonesia begins to declarate that Indonesia is the country.
                   Indonesia has many cultures. It makes Indonesia very interesting place. And the people are very friendly. The nature situation is really beautiful. If you are looking for traveled place, LET CHOOSE INDONESIA!! :)

am/is/are

Positive
I	Am
He	Is
She	Is
It	Is
They	Are
we	Are
You	Are

Negative
I	Am not             (I’m not)
He	Is not                ( he’s not or he isn’t)
She	Is not                ( she’s not or she isn’t)
It	Is not                ( It’s not or it isn’t)
They	Are not          ( They are not or they aren’t)
we	Are not            ( We are not or We aren’t)
You	Are not            ( You are not or You aren’t)

example :

• Can you close the window, please? I'm cold
• Helmy is afraid of dogs
• My clothes are dirty
• Those people aren't Australian. They're Indonesian

in dreams or in real life?

''Kenapa mimpi tidak berbanding lurus dengan dunia nyata? Malah bisa dibilang sangat berbanding terbalik'' - Me 

''Karena mimpi adalah sesuatu yang tidak nyata. Sedangkan hidup merupakan sesuatu yang nyata. Jika semua mimpi dapat berubah jadi nyata lantas maukah setiap kali kita mimpi buruk akan berubah jadi sesuatu yang nyata?'' - My moodboster

''Iya juga sih :') tapi terkadang mimpi itu terlalu indah mbak sehingga sepercik apapun belum terasa dalam kehidupanku'' - Me

''Anggap aja mimpi itu bunga tidur. Jadi tidak usah dipikir terlalu dalam dek. Biar gak terjadi harapan semu'' - My moodboster

Look what my dialogue with my moodboster, read and understanding, and do in your life :'))