in dreams or in real life?

''Kenapa mimpi tidak berbanding lurus dengan dunia nyata? Malah bisa dibilang sangat berbanding terbalik'' - Me 

''Karena mimpi adalah sesuatu yang tidak nyata. Sedangkan hidup merupakan sesuatu yang nyata. Jika semua mimpi dapat berubah jadi nyata lantas maukah setiap kali kita mimpi buruk akan berubah jadi sesuatu yang nyata?'' - My moodboster

''Iya juga sih :') tapi terkadang mimpi itu terlalu indah mbak sehingga sepercik apapun belum terasa dalam kehidupanku'' - Me

''Anggap aja mimpi itu bunga tidur. Jadi tidak usah dipikir terlalu dalam dek. Biar gak terjadi harapan semu'' - My moodboster

Look what my dialogue with my moodboster, read and understanding, and do in your life :'))

tired

thanks god have been sent him in my life
millions stories about him have been stored in my heart
Thousands smile has graced my day
But I want more from him [!]
not only that , God ...

delusion about him, and dreaming about him make me tired


Now I have been tired of waiting, waiting for an empty hope to  be real
I kept waiting until everything has been made me retreated,
retreated from him life, lost from his eyes ...


At first I was not able to do that
but I always try and try
Until everything felt empty