Ku nodai cinta-Mu

Assalamualaikum War. Wab.
Selamat malam para pembaca yang selalu dirahmati Allah SWT...

Beberapa hari yang lalu saya mem-posting tentang rencana saya di tahun yang baru ini...
dimana saya akan fokus mengejar impian saya tanpa menulis artikel apapun hingga saya telah menjadi "orang", tapi maaf, saya mengingkari itu karena hari ini hati saya terpukul berat sedangkan otak saya terus memacu amarah hati saya.

Oke saya tau, anda pasti bingung apa yang saya maksud.
Jadi begini, di postingan sebelumnya, saya menulis bahwa akan meninggalkan semua yang berhubungan dengan hal-hal, hmm.. bisa dibaca sendiri posting sebelumnya:)

Tapi.......
Hari ini hal itu terulang kembali, malah lebih!
Padahal awalnya saya bertekad kuat untuk meninggalkan hal tersebut..
Sungguh kuatnya syaitan yang menyilaukan pandangan saya hingga nafsu mengelabuhi saya...

facing a real life

Assalamualaikum war. wab.

good morning readers:)

now we stand in the new year 2015!!! time to make the dream come true

bismillahirrohmanirrohim....

this year is the last time for me to wear the uniform. certainly i'll miss it, but life must go on..

and the time is about 3-4 months...

of course i'll prepare all of the preparation for facing examination and also many test of university. such a study hard, pray on time, doing a good thing, obey to Allah's rule, respect to my parents. and avoid wickedness. i don't want to fail again. i wanna make parents proud of me.

and now? is the right time!!!

i acknowledge that the reality not always happen as same as our dream, but i believe, Allah will fulfil a wish of servant-Nya which want to try and surrender to Allah.

according surah Al-Baqoroh 2:186

وَإِذَا سَأَلَكَ عِبَادِي عَنِّي فَإِنِّي قَرِيبٌ ۖ أُجِيبُ دَعْوَةَ الدَّاعِ إِذَا دَعَانِ ۖ فَلْيَسْتَجِيبُوا لِي وَلْيُؤْمِنُوا بِي لَعَلَّهُمْ يَرْشُدُونَ

“And when my servants ask you, (Oh Mohammad) concerning me, Indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon me. So let them respond to Me, [by obedience] and believe in Me that they might be rightly guided.”

as servant, we should hang on our will, wish just on Allah SWT. cause Allah is our Lord. 

There's no comparation, if u hang on your wish to human, definitely you'll get disappointed.

from now i'll seldom write post in this blog, cause i wanna concent to my real life, to make my parents crying cause they proud having me as their child :'))) amiiinnnnnn.....

and i'll be back someday when i'm being a people as my praying :')) amiiinnnn

wassalamualaikum war. wab.